STUFF and things

Well Let me put it this way how many people do you know Truly dont want to go to there graduations. Yea, I think I will problay end up going to it but maybe not anyway. This is my theroy, a highschool graduation is Supose to be an honor and a great event right. But then everyone in socity today is expected to have a highschool education or more. To me it is like congradulations you are not a total loser you managed to show up and turn in assigments. A high school edcation means nothing when applying a for a jobe becasue all you competion has it. If you scaped by and have no plans to get any more edcuation more then just how to operate the Gas pump and count change for your customers, then I can see a Graduation would be a big thing, look ma I am not as dumb as everone thought. FUCK graduations are dumb so is like 99% of the other things we are programed to do.

Ok Big business is the devil. While I dont believe in Christanity or any reiligon that uses the devil as a symbol of evil I will use it the same a pop culture does to discribe something bad. I really dont like big businesses I dont care it they do this or do that, they have to much power and unless kept in close check have the ablity to GAIN more like there was no tommrow, and in many cases they could make no tommrow for the USA with one false move. Ok in bigbusiness I am including that I hate big name clothing companys and such, Why is it that you can charge twice as much for a piced of clothing if you name is in BIG BOLD LETTING ALONG THE FRONT as compared with a little tag showing your name. Why because People dont think. They follow trends fads and icons, all of which have no where to lead you. COME ON PEOPLE if you stop, doing and start thinking you will do a 180 and go home. YEA

ME basicly

Ok I talk to much, I repeat to much, I annoy myself with this about 10 times more then anyone else but they dont know that becasue they arent me. I can bullshit my way thought anything untill the point I believe I am talking to some supoir to me at which point I lose all confidence and become DUMB. I am completley lazy about most normal things but will go to great lengths for on itmes of often little or no value or signifance. I can do lots of stuff in my head in ways other people cant becasue well, I have alwasy stived to find the easiest way out of something leaving me with the most time possible to ingore everything real "material". But this also impares my ablility to do most thing that require practice, heavy thinking or long computations.

Ok stuff i have done, I have built houses, flown planes, I am a scuba diver, I have done programing in C Java script and of course HTML I have become a MCP, I have more computer knowledge the most people I know, and a assume a lot of people I dont, people say I am funny (but under they breath they mutter looking hehe). But I have never been out on a date, I have never had a girl friend, I have never wanted to get my drivers license, I readly piss people off. More stuff.

I have A pretty bad fear of cars, and other peoples driving, most of what I say is only kidding around but, many time I say something it is only after a hugh addrenlin rush and kind of leaves me scared. Yea Cars suck the only thing worse then cars is wreaks.

more to come if I feel like it but remember I am lazy.